I used my captors' names every chance I had. It was intentional, a way of reminding them that I saw them, of pegging them, of making them see me in return. Amanda Lindhout captorchanceintentional Change image and share on social
I don't think I'm unusual in that, in my 20s, like many people, I felt invincible. Amanda Lindhout 20sfeltinvincible Change image and share on social
I must thank my good friend Nigel Brennan. His strength of character in the midst of extreme hardship inspired me during the darkest days. Despite our separation, he always managed to find small ways to remind me that there are gentlemen in the world, even when I was surrounded by just the opposite. Amanda Lindhout brennancharacterdark share on social
My faith in human decency was sorely tested at times during my captivity; however, after my release, I am humbly reminded that mankind is inherently good by the tremendous efforts and support of fellow Canadians. Amanda Lindhout canadiancaptivitydecency share on social
Because travel has always been such a vital part of myself and so essential to who I am, I have made the decision to continue to put myself back out into the world. And that's not an easy decision to make. Amanda Lindhout backcontinuedecision share on social
My captors were definitely aware that what they were doing was wrong. It came out in small ways - occasionally through a show of guilt or compassion. One of the boys bought me a gift. Another used to sneak me acetaminophen tablets. Amanda Lindhout acetaminophenawareboy share on social
I must try desperately to absorb all information I can about the Middle East. I want to excel. I want to speak articulately about the politics of the Middle East and its religion. Amanda Lindhout absorbarticulatelydesperately Change image and share on social
The book is called 'A House in the Sky' because during the very, very darkest times, that was how I survived. I had to find a safe place to go in my mind where there was no violence being done to my body and where I could reflect on the life I had lived and the life that I still wanted to live. Amanda Lindhout bodybookcall share on social
Forgiving is not an easy thing to do. Amanda Lindhout easyforgivething Change image and share on social
I went through an extremely trying ordeal, but I never forgot the world outside was a beautiful place. Amanda Lindhout beautifulextremelyforget Change image and share on social